I'm not too disappointed. This may sound weird but I think I was prepared for the negative answer.
I don't know. Maybe deep down I knew it wasn't time yet. Maybe I'm just a big old pessimistic... Naaah! I'm not.

Now I'm still a little scared because the pain is there, no doubt. And I feel really powerless and angry because, once more, there's something wrong with me.

And of course, it's the weekend and I won't be able to call the doctor before Monday.