I learned that I can't keep up with a challenge if I'm not 100% into it or when it gets a little complicated. I also learned that challenging myself is really great and makes me realize how much I love doing things for fun and for me.

Most of the time it comes from the book I've read, the movie I've seen before bed or how my day went but all mixed together in an absurd but wonderful way.

Sometimes those dreams would be fantasy turning into thriller turning into romance turning into something that could be real. And it often freaks me out when it involves people I know in real life because most of the time, it looks like a thriller than a romance.

I'm pretty sure some of my dreams could make a great book or movie. hahaha

I think I was around 2 when I decided I wanted to be "wrapping paper" when I grew up. I told my Mom I wanted to be "wrapping paper" because people were always happy when they teared it off to discover their presents.

When I was older I started to want to be a teacher. The teaching subject often changed but the teaching part didn't. I'm glad I'm doing it now.

I guess, now that I'm actually older, I want to be better at what I'm doing. But not only in my job, also in my everyday life: I feel like I need to think more about how I want my life to turn into and how I want to be remembered and such.

I've actually changed a good deal of bad habits and I'm more organised and I'm still working on every aspect I wanna improve in my life but I can feel the change and it does feel good. I also see it in the eyes of BabyLuv: he sees it too and he's happy that I finally realised how important it was to me, not to the others.

Let's say that what I want to be when I'm older is a mother, let's wish I'll be a good one.

I'll definitely want to spend the remaining time with the ones I love, especially him.

I'll take pictures of our last day and burry them in a box somewhere safe so someone extraterrestrial could find it and see how happy we were.

I'll eat my favorite food until my stomach aches, I'll dance with my nieces and I'll make jokes with my brothers and sisters and I'll talk with my mom and step-dad and I'll have some dinner with my bestest friends.
And I'll shed no tears because the last day on Earth would be the best day I'd ever spend.

Easy peasy: mashed potatoes and water. Hmm maybe tea for the different flavours...