I don't know what's going on but it seems that everybody around me is having babies or getting pregnant. I feel so overwhelmed by all these pregnancies. I feel betrayed.

But I can't feel like this. I'm 29 going on 30. It's that time of life: people are having babies and assure their line of descent. It's the age of changing a couple's life to a family's life.

I guess I feel that it's not fair: my grandma had 8 children (and the mother of my dad had 6, I think) and my Mom had 7 children. My big sister already has 2 and so does my big brother. What's wrong with me, for goodness's sake?