Lieverd and I just talked about having a baby.

It was nice. We talked about lots of aspects: money, freedom, education, etc. We have the same ideas, we want the same things as for now.

I think he's almost ready but not quite. I thought I was completely ready until he told me we could start trying having a baby in the summer. I almost panicked!!! This is so weird! Or maybe not. It puts my priorities in place, I guess. I just feel so lots. I don't know anymore. I know I will be so happy to have a mini-us but at the same time, I'm pretty afraid too.