I called the doctor today because she planned an appointment but the timing isn't good.

I stopped the glucophage medicine this weekend because it makes me sick and I don't want to take too many medicine and jinx our chances but she said to continue it until we know for sure that I'm pregnant. I think it's a bit ridiculous, especially because it makes me sick but she's the doctor.

So I took the medicine today and as I suspected I feel like throwing up and my stomach is really upset. I got sickly and had to take a shower to calm me down.

I don't feel like eating, I feel tired and a bit stressed. I'm drinking a lot of water and try to relax a bit but I have to do so many things... I think I'll just do a few today and the rest tomorrow. I don't want to go to work tonight but I need to work and get out of the house.

I'm not sure if those could be also symptoms and I don't want to draw conclusions but I hope this medecine is harmful if I'm pregnant. I've never like taking medecine and I believe that the less you take, the healthier you are.

I need to focus on something different until then. I need to reorganise the office, it's quite some work but it'll feel so much better after I'm done. Organisation is a key to peace of mind!

I had a blood test yesterday to see if the clomid + glucophage helped this time around.

I was supposed to ovulate then. Unfortunately I couldn't get hold of the doctor to have the results and had to wait until today to know.

*drum rolls*

I did it! I'm ovulating! And oh boy, it's uncomfortable and a little painful. But I knew this from my first ovulation, a year ago (exactly, what a coincidence!).

I'm over the moon. I know it doesn't mean I'm pregnant but it means it worked and that I don't have to go through surgery just now. I got over-excited when the doctor told me on the phone. I heard her smile (I know it's weird, but I definitely "felt" it somehow) when I said super a few times. I like that she always says bonne chance (good luck), every time we have a good result.

I called BabyLuv as soon as I put the phone down. He didn't pick up but he just called me and I got all excited again, telling him the news. Maybe his birthday wish to have a little us will come true. Oh gosh, I hope so. I could hear he was ecstatic too, oh his smile, his beautiful smile. Can't wait to give him a big long hug tonight when we get back from work.

Now let's keep our fingers crossed! (and eat properly and move.)